Something Shifted This Week
Feeling Better, Unexpectedly
Yesterday, I felt better than I had in a very long time.
It was not sudden. It has been gradual. Each day this week, things have felt a little more positive, a little lighter. Enough that I noticed.
One small example surprised me. Phone calls.
I hate phone calls. I hate talking on the phone. But yesterday I had a couple, and I found myself oddly chipper. Not forcing it. Not faking it. Just genuinely upbeat. And the people on the other end of the line responded the same way.
That caught my attention.
I think part of that shift came from who I had been interacting with earlier in the day. Wiggins and Quinn. The conversations were positive. Generative. Curious. Each thing I worked on sparked another idea. I built something, then immediately wanted to build the next thing. By the end of the day, I had worked with Quinn to create a few small scripts that will make my life easier.
That energy carried.
Today, I am planning to tackle two topics that have been on my list for years. Years. Things I have wanted to learn and implement but never felt I had the time, or the knowledge, or maybe the permission.
This week cracked something open.
I do not know exactly what changed, or how permanent it will be. I just know that I feel better, and I am paying attention to that feeling instead of dismissing it.
I do not know where this leads yet. I just know that something feels lighter, and I want to stay curious about it. If you have felt a quiet shift like this before, I would love to hear how you noticed it.